life= AM SO DONE WITH YOU

my heart is slowly dying but surely. all this heartache is too much to bear. wish their was a door marked exit for me to crawl to. There must be a place better than where we at. This moment of struggles, sadness and annoyance seems to last a life time. Im just looking for a way out. we quarrel but what is that going to solve? its becoming an everyday lifestyle but this is not what I signed up for. This feeling of being trapped and not having anyway out is what is killing me more. I'm not one to turn to bad habits and quick fixes but am afraid that time is coming soon. Really wish God has a way out for me... also my family. I always thought keeping my life simple would help me not run into big problems but I was wrong. At any point of time in life can throw you into a hole. It don't matter whether you're on top, middle or bottom. Guess we just have to play the game smart and deadly. Anyone got any better options for me. My ears are open to hear them.